bpd stuff

me: please friends give me reassurance please tell me you love me tell me you don’t secretly hate me or are annoyed by me please give me some peace of mind please tell me you love me and that you won’t leave me
friends: i love you and I won’t leave you
me: what the fuck why did i do that i guilted those people into doing that im a fucking monster god i don’t deserve these people i’m so manipulative and evil what the fuck what the fu