i dont hate pride as a general thing. but i can say now that i probably wont go until i can (legally) drink. it was just one thing after another today and then i acted like an ass to my boyfriend and i hate that. i hate that my mental health just plummeted because of three toxic people. i hate that it has such a big effect on my mood. i also didnt get much sleep yesterday and add two panic attacks and crying 3 times on top of it and we have the recipe for a great pride.

i just. ive been a big bitch today and i dont know how to make up for it.