I feel so ridiculously tired. It’s borderline ridiculous. I am so tired of arguing on the internet with people I don’t even know.

But like I’m running on a very small amount of sleep, a lot of missed doses of meds, and I’m handstitching a big ass weighted blanket together just so I can have a weighted blanket.

So the word queer. Let me unpack this for the sake of my mental health. I use the word queer. I identify as queer. I don’t personally understand why people vehemently hate the word queer. I’m not tagging anything with queer with #q slur. Because that is my identity and it isn’t a slur? It sucks if it has been used against you in a negative way but. So many words are? Like. Ah. Hm. You can turn any word into an insult. You can. People do it with gay all the time.

Anyways, I’m tired and I’m so so so worn out. I feel like an old dish rag.