I feel like I have a split mindset and it’s kinda driving me up the wall. Also I don’t like the psychiatrist at my school (and I know I’m unbelievably picky and not really in the position to be but bad experiences with providers leads to a picky person)
One part of me is trusting, believes in the good of people, and gives second chances
The other part of me is wary of everything and everyone, is cynical, and doesn’t really give people a chance at all.
And I need a fucking healthy mix of both to be the person I want to be
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