It’s gotten to the point of me realizing there’s no way in hell I can afford the top surgery I scheduled. And it’s kinda heartbreaking.

I only scheduled it as soon as I did, because my dad said that whatever money needs to be paid, he’ll pay.

Then I found out he hadn’t taken his meds since July. Which really explains why he was okay with spending the money and why he screamed at me for something super small.

It’s just. I feel dumb for having the hope that I could get top surgery. I feel really, really dumb.

I work 25 hours most weeks, and I pick up extra shifts when I have the energy. I’m in high school. I have college classes for fucks sake.

I’m just sad.

My experience with a gc2b binder

gc2b-apparel I really wanted to love your binder, and I did, for a few hours.
Cons:
I got the tank binder, and it rolled up constantly, which isn’t that bad and honestly not a deal breaker for me.
But, for me, the arm holes weren’t cut close enough to my armpit
And the binding area wasn’t large enough for my chest. :/
Pros:
It is really comfortable and easy to breath in. I could actually exercise in it!

But it didn’t get me close to flat, definitely not a flatter than underworks, and I couldn’t wear the tight shirts I like to wear because of fabric near the armpits tenting my shirts.
It could just be me, and don’t let this discourage you from trying one.